Sadhna ka safar-7

Main (Uska hath kass kar pakad kar, usko relax karte hue): Relax, Naina. Maine sab dekh liya tha. Aur maine kisi ko kuch nahi bataya. Main bas… main bas ye soch rahi thi… main kab aise enjoy kar paungi? Kab main bhi apni zindagi ko aise khul kar jee paungi, bina kisi darr ke?

Us pal, wahan hamari dosti aur bhi gehri ho gayi. Meri aankhon mein sawal the, aur uski aankhon mein ek nayi samajh aur ek dabi hui muskaan. Hum dono ek-doosre ko dekh rahi thi, aur mahaul mein ek ajeeb si nazdeeki thi jo kuch der pehle tak nahi thi.

Naina (Uski aankhon mein ab bhi halka shock tha, par ab usme ek ajeeb si chamak bhi thi): Kya tum sach mein ye sab soch rahi ho, Sadhna? Sirf dekh kar itna kuch feel kar liya?

Main (Mera chehra laal ho gaya tha, par main ab usse kuch chhupana nahi chaahti thi): Haa, Naina. Sach mein. Maine aaj tak Rajeev ke alawa kisi aur mard ko chhoone tak nahi diya, kabhi socha bhi nahi tha. Par kal jab maine tumhe us photographer ke sath dekha, tab se mere andar bhi kuch hone laga hai. Kuch aisa jo pehle kabhi mehsoos nahi kiya.

Meri awaaz mein ek tadap thi, ek unsuljhi chaahat. Naina ne mera hath aur kass kar pakad liya.

Main: Aur aaj jab baraat aayi thi… (meri saans tez ho gayi) …tab kuch ladkon ne mujhe chhua. Main wahan bheed mein fass gayi thi, kuch bol bhi nahi paayi. Par Naina… jab unka hath meri gaand aur kamar par pada… to mere andar jaise current daud gaya. Meri poori body mein ek jhurjhuri si hui, ek ajeeb si garmahat phail gayi. Main sharminda bhi thi, par us ehsaas ko rok bhi nahi paa rahi thi.

Naina ne meri baat suni, uske hontho par ek dheemi, samjhau muskaan aa gayi. Uski aankhon mein ab koi hairani nahi thi, sirf ek gehri samajh aur hawas ki chamak thi.

Naina (Meri ungliyon ko sehlate hue, uski awaaz ab aur bhi dheemi aur bharpoor ho gayi thi): Dekha, Sadhna? Maine kaha tha na, ye sab tumhare andar bhi hai. Bas tumne use jagaaya nahi tha ab tak. Ye jo current dauda na tumhare andar, ye wahi chaahat hai jo har aurat mein hoti hai. Ye hai mard ki garmi ko apne jism par mehsoos karne ki pyaas. Aur isme koi galat baat nahi hai, meri jaan. Ye to natural hai.

Usne apna hath dheere se mere ghutne par rakha aur halke se masalne lagi.

Naina: Tumne itne saal sirf farz nibhaya hai. Apne jism ki, apni rooh ki awaaz suni hi nahi. Jab koi mard tumhe chhoota hai, aur tumhe acha lagta hai, to iska matlab hai ki tumhara jism bhi wo chaahta hai. Tumhari chut bhi wahi sukoon maang rahi hai jo use milna chahiye.

Naina (Aur kareeb aate hue, uski saansein mere kaan par pad rahi thi): Aur agar tum ye sab mehsoos karna chaahti ho… ye current… ye garmahat… to main tumhari help kar sakti hu.

Naina: Main tumhe sikhaungi kaise is aag ko bujhate hai. Kaise apne jism ki har chaahat ko poora karte hai. Main tumhe itna bold bana doongi, ki tum khud apni aankhon par vishwas nahi karogi. Socho, Sadhna, Rajeev ke saamne hi agar tumhe koi chhoo le, aur tumhe maza aaye to? Kaise lagega?

Uske shabdon mein ek jaadu tha, ek nasha. Meri saansein tez ho gayi thi, aur mere jism mein sach-much ek alag si aag lag rahi thi. Naina ki aankhon mein wo shaitani chamak thi, jo us raat kille mein thi. Main uski baaton mein poori tarah kho chuki thi.

Meri chut mein ek geeli si khalbali machne lagi thi. Mere andar ki har dabi hui iccha jaise jaag uthi thi. Mera poora shareer jhurjhuri le raha tha, aur meri zubaan par bas ek hi sawaal tha.

Main (Meri awaaz mein kapkapi thi, aakhon mein unkahi chaahat): Kaise?

Naina ne ek lamhe ke liye meri aankhon mein dekha, uski muskaan aur gehri ho gayi. Uski aankhon mein ab sirf shaitani chamak nahi thi, ek gehra vaada tha, ek invitation tha. Usne dheere se apna hath mere ghutne se upar kiya, aur meri jaangh par rakh diya, saree ke kapde ke upar se hi. Uski ungliyan halke se meri jaangh ko sehla rahi thi. Meri saansein ek-dum tez ho gayi thi.

Naina (Uski awaaz ab aur bhi bhaari aur kaamuk thi, jaise har shabd mere andar utar raha ho): Kaise? Aise, Sadhna. Jab tumhara jism kisi mard ki chaahat mehsoos kare, to use dabao mat. Use khud ko chhodh do.

Naina: Ye jo current tumhe mehsoos hua na, ye bas shuruat hai. Socho, agar tum use poori tarah mehsoos karo to kya hoga? Agar wo hath tumhari gaand par dheere se masle, aur tum usme kho jao? Agar koi tumhe itna kareeb kheench le ki tumhari saansein uski saanson mein ghul jaye?

Uska hath meri jaangh par dheere-dheere upar badh raha tha. Uski ungliyon ka dabaav halka tha par har sparsh mujhe bechain kar raha tha.

Naina (Uski aankhen meri aankhon mein gadhi thi): Main tumhe sikhaungi, Sadhna, ki kaise is current ko, is garmahat ko, apne andar poori tarah samete. Kaise jab koi mard tumhe chhue, to tumhara jism us sparsh ko maange, usme poori tarah leen ho jaaye. Main tumhe sikhaungi ki jab tumhara pati busy ho, aur tumhe kisi aur mard ki zaroorat mehsoos ho, to kaise us pyaas ko bujhate hai.

Naina: Kya tumhe nahi lagta ki tumhara jism bhi khul kar jeena chaahta hai? Kya tumhare andar ye aag nahi lagti, jab koi tumhe apni nazron se nanga karta hai?

Uska hath ab meri jaangh ke bilkul upri hisse par tha, meri chut ke kareeb. Main kaamp uthi. Naina ne meri aankhon mein dekha, jaise mujhse ijazat maang rahi ho.

Naina (Aur bhi dheere se, jaise koi raaz bata rahi ho): Main tumhe wo sab raaz bataungi jo ek aurat ko poori aurat banate hai. Jab tum apne pati ke sath ho, tab bhi, aur jab akele ho, tab bhi. Ye jism tumhara hai, aur iski khushiyan bhi tumhari hai. Socho, Sadhna… us mard ka lund… tumhare muh mein… tumhari chut mein… kya tum ye sab mehsoos nahi karna chaahti? Us sukoon ko, us nasha ko jo usme milta hai?

Meri aankhen band ho rahi thi, Naina ke shabdon ka jaadu mujh par chaa gaya tha. Mera jism aag ki tarah jal raha tha, aur meri chut buri tarah se geeli ho chuki thi. Uska hath meri jaangh par sthir tha, aur har pal mujhe aur bhi bechain kar raha tha.

Main (Uski aankhon mein dekhte hue, uska hath pakad kar, meri awaaz mein ek tadap aur ghair-majboori thi): Naina, please… ruk jao. Abhi hum dono aisi jagah par hai jahan ye sab aur discuss nahi kar sakte.

Maine uska hath halke se pakad kar apni jaangh se hata diya. Naina ne mera chehra dekha, uski aankhon mein halki si nirasha aayi, par uske hontho par ab bhi wahi shaitani muskaan thi. Usne apna hath hata liya aur bas itna kaha.

Naina (Meri aankhon mein dekhte hue, dheemi, garam awaaz mein): Darling, tumne galat time aur galat jagah par ye baat chhedhi hai. Nahi to aaj tumhe wo ehsaas kara deti ki tum pagal ban jati. Tumhari ye chut jo abhi se tadapne lagi hai, ise main sach-much bekabu kar deti.

Uske bol mere kaano mein rass ghol rahe the. Mere jism ki aag aur tez ho chuki thi.

Main (Meri awaaz ab thodi saaf thi, par usme ek bechaini saaf jhalak rahi thi): Tumhari baaton ne hi mujhe pagal bana diya hai, Naina. Main… main kya bataun… tumhari baaton se hi meri chut geeli ho gayi hai.

Naina ne meri baat suni aur uski shaitani muskaan aur chaudi ho gayi. Uski aankhon mein ek chamak thi, jaise usne koi shikaar pakad liya ho. Usne halke se apni jeebh apne hontho par feri.

Naina (Apni aankhen thodi badi karte hue, aur ek-dum shararat se): Hmm… baaton se hi geeli ho gayi? To socho Sadhna, agar ye sab sach mein hua to kitna maza karegi tumhari chut. Tum to uttejna se cheekh uthogi. Agli baar jab mauka milega na, to tumhe is baaton waale paani se nikaal kar asli samandar mein dubo doongi. Tab dekhna tum kitna machalti ho.

Usne aankh maari aur halke se mera hath dabaya. Mera poora jism kaamp raha tha, uski baaton ne mere andar ek aisi aag laga di thi, jise bujhane ka khayaal ab mere dimaag mein tezi se daud raha tha.

Kuch der baad, ek rasam ke liye Aditya ne Naina ko bulaya. “Naina, idhar aao, Pandit ji bula rahe hai,” usne kaha. Naina ne meri taraf dekha, aur bina kuch kahe, mera hath pakda aur mujhe bhi apne sath le gayi. Main thoda jhijhki, par uske hath ki pakad ne mujhe rokne nahi diya.

Hum dulha-dulhan ke mandap ke paas pahunch gaye. Aditya aur Naina dulha-dulhan ke sath baatein karne lage, aur rasmon mein shaamil ho gaye. Main wahan se thodi door, baaki mehmano ke beech khadi thi. Meri nazrein idhar-udhar ghoom rahi thi.

Tabhi maine dekha, ek kone mein kuch ladke the jinki umar lagbhag 24-25 saal hogi. Shayad dulhe ke dost honge. Wo sab Naina ki taraf ghoor rahe the. Unki aankhon mein ek aisi gandi hawas thi, ek aisi nangi chaahat thi, jaise wo sab Naina ko wahin par nangi karke chodne ko taiyaar ho. Unki nazrein Naina ke lehenge, uski kamar, aur uske cleavage par thehri hui thi.

Ek ne to apne hontho par jeebh bhi feri, aur doosre ne apne dost ko kohni maari, jaise Naina ke jism ka mol laga rahe ho. Main unki is gandi nazar ko saaf dekh sakti thi, aur mere andar fir se wahi ajeeb si halchal shuru ho gayi thi.

Naina kuch der baad mere paas wapas aayi, uske chehre par abhi bhi shaadi ki raunakon ki chamak thi.

Main (Dheere se, uske kareeb ho kar, meri awaaz mein halki si chinta thi): Naina… wo sab ladke… tumhe aise dekh rahe hai jaise abhi tumhe noch lenge. Unki aankhon mein kitni hawas thi, tumne dekha?

Naina ne meri baat suni. Uske hontho par ek ajeeb si muskaan phail gayi, jo uski aankhon tak pahunchi aur unhe aur bhi chamakdar bana diya. Usne meri taraf dekha, aur uski nazar mein ek shaitani si chamak thi.

Naina (Aur kareeb aate hue, uski saansein mere kaan par pad rahi thi. Uski awaaz mein ek shararat bhara nasha tha): To kya hua Sadhna? Nochein na. Aise hi to maza aata hai. Jab mard aise bhookhi nazron se dekhte hai, to lagta hai jaise mere jism mein aag lag gayi ho. Unki nazron ki garmi se hi poori chut geeli ho jaati hai.

Usne meri kamar par halka sa hath rakha, aur dheere se masal diya. Mere jism mein ek jhurjhuri si daud gayi.

Naina (Meri aankhon mein dekhte hue, uski awaaz ab aur bhi kaamuk thi): Unki nazron mein jo hawas thi na, wo mere jism ko aur bhi garam kar deti hai. Lagta hai jaise har rom-rom mein unki pyaas utar rahi ho. Aur main to yahi chaahti hu. Jab log mujhe aise dekhte hai, to lagta hai jaise main sach-much sabse khoobsurat aur sexy hu. Kash wo sach mein mujhe noch lete, main to khud unke saamne apna lehenga utaar deti. Tumhe kya lagta hai, Sadhna? Unki nazron mein wo hawas dekh kar tumhe kuch bhi mehsoos nahi hua? Tumhara jism nahi machla?

Uski baaton mein ek aisi besharmi thi, jo mujhe hairan bhi kar rahi thi aur andar se uttejit bhi. Meri chut fir se geeli ho chuki thi, sirf Naina ki baaton se. Uski aankhon ki chamak mein ek gehra vaada tha, ek invitation tha, jo mujhe uski duniya mein kheench raha tha.

Main (Meri saansein tez thi, main utsukta se): Ab kya karogi tum? Aaj ek aur party?

Naina ne bas ek naughty smile diya, uski aankhon mein wahi chamak thi jo uski haa ka ishara de rahi thi. Usne kuch kaha nahi, bas meri taraf dekh kar muskurati rahi.

Uske baad, dulhan ki bidayi ka samay aa gaya. Ek emotional mahaul ban gaya. Dulhan sabse gale mil rahi thi, aankhon mein aansu the. Bidayi ke baad, baraat bhi apni raah chali gayi. Resorts mein ab sirf dulhan ke parivar waale aur kuch khaas rishtedaar hi bache the.

Aditya ko kuch zaroori kaam tha. Wo hame bata kar chala gaya ki usko der hogi, aur shayad wo raat ko wapas na aa paye. Uske jaane se, mahaul aur bhi khula-khula sa ho gaya.

Aditya ke jaate hi, Naina ne meri taraf dekha. Uske chehre par ab wahi naughty smile thi, jo usne pehle chhupa rakhi thi. Uski aankhon mein ek naya junoon tha. Usne dheere se mera hath pakda.

Naina (Dheemi, kaamuk awaaz mein): Tum pooch rahi thi na, Sadhna, aaj raat bhi party hogi ki nahi? To sun lo, aaj party hogi. Aur wo party kaise hoti hai, ye main tumhe aaj dikhati hu. Chal, mere sath.

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