Hi doston, mera naam Rajveer hai. Main Pune ka rehne wala hu, 35 saal ka, married, aur ek bachha hai. Main ek normal-looking Marathi family se belong hu. Baat 4 saal pehle ki hai, 2022 ke aas-paas. Tab meri shadi ko 3 saal ho gaye the, aur bachha ek saal ka tha.
College time se relation nahi tha, to sab kuch sirf wife ke sath hi tha. Hamari sex life achi chal rahi thi aur main satisfy tha. Par jab se bachha hua, tab se life thodi badalne lagi. Wife ka sex mein interest kam ho gaya. Mujhe kabhi-kabhi mastubation karna padta tha. So us time pe main ye sab karne ke liye online porn ya chat rooms ka use karta tha.
Mera kaam laptop par hi hota tha. Covid khatam hua tha. But main us time work from home karta tha. To din mein bhi chatrooms aur private chat alag se tab main on karke rakhta tha. Sochta tha ki kisi achi lady se baat karu. Fir usko soch ke mastubation karu. Kaun si chatting sites use ki yaad nahi. Google par jo bhi milta use try karta.
Chatting site ka issue ye tha ki saamne waale aksar fake hote ya paise ke liye fraud karte. Isliye zyada bharosa nahi karta tha. Ek din sab ko hello bhej raha tha. Ek lady ne reply kiya, naam Kavita. Mujhe laga wo bhi fake hogi. Par baat achi ho gayi to bharosa kiya. Maine usse poocha wo online kyun aayi thi.
Usne bataya ki wo married thi. Married life theek nahi chal rahi thi, isliye online baat karti thi. Usne bhi mujhe yahi poocha, to maine sach bata diya main bhi frustrated phase mein tha. Pata chala wo Mumbai ki Gujarati lady thi, 34 saal ki, do bachhe, in-laws ke sath rehti thi, ek company mein job karti hai.
Us din Monday tha. Usne bola Monday weekly off hai aur 2-6 baje free rehti thi, tab online aati thi. Genuine lagi to maine poocha, “Kya hum kahin aur baat kar sakte hai?” Usne message dekha, reply nahi diya. Laga jaane do, shayad fake thi ya kuch aur.
5 minute mein mujhe usne reply kiya “Sorry, bachhe mobile maang rahe the” aur bola “Haa”. fir maine poocha “Kahan?” usne bola “Kya aapke pas google chat hai?” Maine bola “Haa”. Fir usne meri id poochi, but wo site gmail share karna allow nahi kar rahi thi, to maine bus id diya aur last wala part hata diya.
Usne ok main reply kiya. Ab meri heartbeat badhne lagi kyunki ye first time tha kisi lady ke sath main chat site se google chat par shift ho raha tha. But mujhe kisi ka message nahi aaya to maine use fir se chat site pe message kiya “ping me”. But wo offline ja chuki thi.
Mujhe laga ab ye nahi aayegi. Ya fir usko acha nahi laga private pe baat karna. So maine bas google chat pe login kiya aur apne kaam mein lag gaya. Thodi der baad mujhe notification aaya ki Kavita sent you “Hi” accept or reject ka.
Meri heartbeat fir se badh gayi. Maine jaldi se accept karke uske Hi ko Hello reply kiya. Usne poocha “Rajveer?” maine kaha “Yes”. Usne bola ki wo fake id bana rahi thi. Isliye thoda time lag gaya add karne mein. Maine bhi usko bata diya ki mera bhi ye wala id fake tha. Fir hamari baatein shuru hui.
Kavita: Aapki fantasies kya hai?
Me: Main foreplay man hu. Mujhe ghanto foreplay karna acha lagta hai.
Kavita: Sach?
Me: Yes, aur aapko?
Kavita: Mujhe boobs chuswana aur chut chatwana bahut pasand hai.
Me: Ye to main ghanto kar sakta hu.
Kavita: Acha?
Me: Yes, main chocolate laga ke karna pasand karta hu.
Kavita: Uff mujhe bhi yahi pasand hai.
Me: Aap karte ho?
Kavita: Pehle karte the husband, ab nahi karte.
Me: Kyun?
Kavita: Wo chhodho, aap batao aap karte ho?
Me: Haa, pehle karta tha. But meri wife ko ye timepass lagta hai. To ab mera mood nahi hota karne ka.
Kavita: So sad, agar main hoti to roz chatwati aapse.
Me: Ahh sach?
Mera ab mastrubation ka mood ban gaya tha, to maine Google chat mobile mein login kiya aur laptop lock karke mobile leke bathroom chala gaya. Dopahar ka time tha to mera bachha aur wife so rahe the.
Me: Aap kya kar rahe ho?
Kavita: Bed per leti hu, aur aap?
Me: Bathroom mein hu.
Kavita: Mastrubation ka mann kar raha hai na?
Me: Yes, aur aapka?
Kavita: Haa.
Me: To kare sath mein?
Kavita: Ruko, darwaza band kar leti hu.
Me: Ok.
Kavita: Haa bolo, ek baat batau?
Me: Haa bolo bindass.
Kavita: Main mastrubation karti hu. Par aaj mera first time tha chat site pe aur aap mil gaye.
Me: Mera first time to nahi hai. Par aap pehle ho jiske sath chat site pe mil ke Google Chat pe shift hua hu.
Kavita: Aapne kabhi kisi aur se kiya hai wife ke alawa?
Me: Nahi, aur aapne?
Kavita: Nahi.
Me: Mann karta hai?
Kavita: Haa, kabhi-kabhi, par darr lagta hai.
Me: Chat tak theek hai, real mein darr lagta hai, aur guilt bhi.
Kavita: Haa sahi kaha, aur main ek conservative family se hu. Sochti bahut hu, par kuch kar nahi paati, aur mujhse hoga bhi nahi.
Me: Sahi kaha, aur aaj-kal genuine log milte kahan hai?
Kavita: Haa ye bhi ek issue hai, koi genuine nahi hota.
Blackmailing aur videos photos ka darr rehta hai.
Me: Haa chat tak hi theek hai.
Kavita: Yes.
Mera lund full tight ho gaya tha, aur mera mann full sex karne ka tha.
Me: Aap kya kar rahe ho?
Kavita: Bed per padi hu aur aap?
Me: Bathroom mein hu aur sehla raha hu.
Kavita: Main bhi.
Me: Aapki height aur weight?
Kavita: Height 5 feet, weight 50 kg. Aapka?
Maine guess kar liya ki wo short hai aur lightweight bhi.
Me: Height 5.9 feet aur weight 68-70 hoga.
Kavita: Aap height waale ho.
Me: Haa, Aap regular mastrubation karti ho?
Kavita: Nahi, bus kabhi-kabhi. Mujhe accha nahi lagta, but koi option bhi nahi hai. Aur aap?
Me: Mera bhi same hai. Kabhi-kabhi kar leta hu. But real real hota hai.
Kavita: Sahi kaha, issse pyaas nahi bujhti.
Me: Kiski pyaas?
Kavita: Samajh jao, yaar kya tum bhi, pehli baar baat kar rahi hu aise sharam aati hai batane main.
Main samajh gaya wo sharma rahi thi openly baat karne mein. Aur main bhi sharma raha tha. Par maine try karna start kar diya, ki hum dono openly baat kare.
Me: Haa sharam to aati hai, par hum kahan ek-doosre ko jaante hai. To yahi soch ke openly baat kar raha hu, aap bhi karo.
Kavita: Haa baat to sahi hai.
Me: To batao.
Kavita: Kya?
Me: Kiski pyaas nahi bujhti?
Kavita: Meri bhi aur meri chut ki bhi.
Ye sun ke mere dil ki dhadkan badh gayi lund aur tight ho gaya tha.
Me: Kuch personal poochu aapko?
Kavita: Haa.
Me: Aapke inners ka size kitna hai? Agar aap batana chaaho to.
Kavita: Maine aise kabhi kisi se share nahi kiya. Par pata nahi aapse share karne main acha lag raha hai.
Me: Same here, To batao na.
Kavita: bra 32B aur panty M lagti hai.
Ye sun ke maine guess kar liya ki Kavita ka size 32-32-34 ke aas-paas hai. Ab main zor se hilane laga baat karte-karte.
Me: Aap kya kar rahe ho?
Kavita: Finger, aur aap?
Me: Ahh, Main bhi shake kar raha hu.
Kavita: Ahh, poora tight hai kya aapka?
Me: Haa, aapke wahan baal hai?
Kavita: Ahh, nahi clean rakhti hu, aapke?
Me: Thode hai, but main bhi clean karta rehta hu.
Kavita: Uff, mera hone wala hai abhi.
Me: Ahhh, mera bhi, aap kis ko imagine kar rahe ho?
Kavita: Aapko, aur aap?
Me: Main bhi aapko, aur bahut acha lag raha hai.
Kavita: Mujhe bhi.
Thodi der main hum dono ka ho gaya aur thoda bura lagne laga, to koi baat nahi kar raha tha. Fir maine start kiya-
Me: Ho gaya?
Kavita: Hmm.
Me: Kaisa laga?
Kavita: Bahut acha. Aapko?
Me: Mujhe bhi.
Kavita: Par karne ke baad guilt feel hota hai.
Me: Haa, same here. To normal baat karte hai.
Kavita: Haa.
Fir usne poocha aapke ghar main kaun hai and all. Maine bhi same poocha. Fir shadi ke baare mein. Uske baad usne bola ki 5:20 ko usko bachho ko Tuition chhodhna the aur uske baad evening ke kaam. Fir wo offline ho jayegi. Mujhe pata chala ki husband, wo aur in-laws with 2 kids rehte the.
Fir maine poocha “Kya hum contact mein reh sakte hai?”. Kavita boli “haa”, aapse baat karke acha laga. Par hum yahi baat karenge Google chat pe. Maine bhi haa bol diya. Maine poocha, “Aap fir se kab online aaoge?”. Une kaha next monday dopahar 2 baje se 6 baje. Maine ok kaha. Fir wo bye karke offline chali gayi. Maine bhi bye kiya aur kaam pe lag gaya.
Par aaj ek ajeeb si khushi thi jaise kuch acha mil gaya ho. Shayad use bhi yahi feel hota ho. Pata nahi par mujhe acha lag raha tha.
Ab main roz usko ‘Hi’ bhejne laga. 24 hour ka timer laga ke beech-beech mein wo dekh leti aur office se hi reply karti. Aur Monday to hum fix baat karte. Ab hum ek-doosre se khul ke baat karne lage. Fantasies share karne lage. Agar hum sath hote to kya karte wo discuss karne lage.
Maine ek monday aise hi baat karte-karte pooch liya ki aapke aur aapke husband mein kya problem hai? Usne reply nahi diya. Mujhe laga maine zyada personal pooch liya. Fir maine khud se hi sorry bol diya aur kaha agar aapko acha na lage to koi baat nahi mat batao. Fir se uska reply nahi aaya. Mujhe laga isko bura laga, ab ye baat nahi karegi.
Fir uska reply aaya: Sorry aisi kuch baat nahi hai. Par main aapko ek baat batana chaahti hu.
Me: Kya?
Kavita: I’m a widow. My husband is no more.
Mere shareer pe kaante aa gaye ye sun ke aur mujhe uske baare mein bura laga.
Me: I’m sorry, but kab se?
Kavita: 3 saal pehle unko heart attack aaya tha.
Me: It’s ok, sorry mujhe nahi poochna chahiye tha.
Kavita: It’s ok, ab sab normal hai. Bus sex ki need hai aur unke sath wo pal yaad aate hai.
Me: Hmm, Fir aapka ghar kaise chalta hai?
Kavita: In-laws ki pension aati hai, and I’m earning.
Me: Doosri shadi ka nahi socha?
Kavita: Nahi bachhe hai 2. Pata nahi doosra aadmi unke sath kaise bartav karega.
Me: Hmm, wo bhi baat hai. Par aap abhi jawan ho aur khoobsurat bhi honge. Akeli life kaatna mushkil hai.
Kavita: Haa par uske baare mein ab zyada nahi sochti.
Me: Ok, but aapne pehle kyun aisa kaha ki aapke husband se aapki jamti nahi?
Kavita: Wo site pe sab fake the to maine jhooth bola tha.
Me: Ok.
Fir hum har monday around 5 pm uske tea break pe baat karte the. Bahut saari baatein hui.
Par na maine kabhi uski personal details poochi, naa hi usne. Hame ek-doosre ka real naam bhi nahi pata tha. Hamne kabhi ek-doosre ko pic bhi nahi share ki. Dekhne ka mann bhi hota tha, fir bhi nahi.
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